I’m not really sure what’s been going on with me lately….I’ve been struggling quite a lot….I lost my friend,we were so close,practicially inseparable,now it feels like a part of you isn’t here anymore….I knew she was sick,but I refused to believe that one day she might not be here….I guess you could say I was indenial….At first when it happened it felt like a shock but this last week it’s [...]
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Like the title says I find it hard to be motivated to do almost anything. This is a little bit of a rant, but I don’t feel like putting it in my journal. Maybe I can get some insight on whats going on with me. I mean I know what’s going on with me with my disorders for the most part, but when I get into the BLAH mood I [...]
I was thinking about something the other day and I realised that ED’S and SH aren’t really that different….I only suffer from depression,Anxiety and SH and I find that ALOT to deal with,but I have no idea how people cope with all four. I’m lucky to have never suffered from an ED, but I could have been close..Last year I stop eating as much, just a little at first,then I started to skip meals, [...]
Earlier this school year I was in a real bad place and ended up buying a pack of 100 blades. I found them yesterday and counted 84. I knew that I had recently given 10 to my therapist. Instead of cutting like I really wanted to, I divided them into two piles, so I had two piles of 42 blades. Then I proceeded to make two more piles and got [...]