I hate being alone for many reasons, but above them all i hate being alone, because when I am by myself I feel like I will never be good enough for someone else. I know it is complete bullshit to feel this way about myself, but I have never been in a serious relationship with either a woman or a man. My one relationship I was in was when I [...]
Hi Kati, Firstly, I want to apologise for posting this– I realise how busy you must be and how many people ask for your advice; so if you don’t read all of this, or you don’t want to reply, then it’s perfectly okay! A little background history to give you some idea what’s going on: I’ve had ‘food issues’ since the age of 6, I started self harming at the [...]
So I’ve come to the conclusion that I really like blogging now! It’s such a quick and easy way to vent, so thanks Kati for providing this! Firstly, I’m going to tell you guys that memory, that I’ve been keeping secret. It’s so hard for me to say these words in front of people, they never actually seem to come out, whenever I try to say it. Basically, I was [...]
I have given you everything I have given you everything you asked for, But still you are wanting more. My innocence you took in a flash, You offered me money “I DON’T WANT YOUR CASH” My virginity you stole from me, I still hate myself why couldn’t I see. My body you used like a piece of meat, There was nothing I could do but admit defeat. My emotions to [...]
My mind is playing tricks on me So my mind is finding it hard to express, It is not surprising my heads a mess. I struggle to function day to day, I wish people would just get out the way. I don’t mean to cause anyone any pain, I try so hard to hide the strain. All I seem to do is hurt people’s feelings, My own feelings are hanging [...]
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ED is back. I threw up tonight for the first time in years. I thought I was over it. I thought ED wasn’t part of my life anymore….I recently found myself looking pictures from years ago when I was at my lowest weight and wondered how I ever starved myself like that, or how I threw up after every meal for so long….but tonight after throwing up, I realized how easy [...]
Hi Everyone! I just finally joined Kati’s website! I found you Kati about 6 months ago on youtube and have been watching your videos ever since. I just want to take a quick second to say WOW you are amazing and incredibly helpful to not only me, but everyone! I’m not in recovery, but you create a phenomenal community here to help others know that they are not alone. Before [...]
Today I had my appointment with psychosomatic physio… the 1st time we met I filled out millions of questionnaires & got each other up to speed with general 1st appointment stuff. So today, we went through some of the results of last weeks paperwork. Interesting… one of the things I had to do was select which 2 body shapes (out of a selection of about 10 bodies ranging from emaciated to [...]
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