Stacie Orrico - Strong enough <3
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I am a former cutter, but I am curious ...
I haven’t cut in years. I occasionally think about it and it was never really deep, but ya it crosses my mind. That isn’t my question though. I was wondering, should I tell my parents? They have never been aware of it. I am almost 30 and my husband knows my whole back story, but my parents though I think they were worried,didn’t know WHAT I was doing. Thoughts I am new and really [...]
Future?
I don’t have a real plan for my future. I am 20 years old, I need to get a grip on my future. I love my fiance like no other man or woman on earth. He is worse with money than I am. At 20, I should have a pretty good grasp on how to budget but I don’t seem to be able to see past tomorrow. It is just [...]
What the hell am I supposed to title these things?
So I was in the library today… it’s the second time i’ve been there all semester.(I actually convinced someone last semester I didn’t know there was a library on campus) Thank you dear social anxiety and Nook. So I somehow wandered into the psychology/ counseling section and I was like a kid at Toys R Us after 12 pixi stix. I was like “ohh! BOOKS! Books about counseling, books about [...]
Dieting?!?
Hi Kati. I just wanted to know if its ever possible for someone who’s had ana to diet. When you get to a stage when you are in recovery and a healthy weight but really unhappy with your body (and just want to lose a couple of lbs so you’re still healthy but feel better), is it ok to want to diet? I’ve tried it in the past and I’ve relapsed, [...]
I refuse to let it consume me
After a lot of thinking i have decided that once i’m home after finals i will be heading back to treatment a week after. I will get evaluated to see what level of care i need and i will continue to fight this. I can do this, but after reading all the support from this website i think this would be what’s best for me. I might not like the [...]
It's Kind Of A Yarnie Story.
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Triggered
I was over at moms for her birthday and all the family was there. My older sister has lost a lot of weight and it triggered me so bad because i used to be that small. I need to be skinny again. i have to be the skinniest in the family. now all i can think about is the fact that i need to restrict, purge and exercise. Forget recovery, [...]
Update ... Why am i not cured already ?!?
Hey Kati… last post you wanted an update so here it goes. A few days ago i basically cried… i’m conflicted between getting better and continuing with my eating disorder behaviors. I’ve been acting on them for awhile now and it gets frustrating because mentally i’m not ready to give up ED but at the same time i want to get out this hell.Bright side i get to stay in [...]
My scars are fading
My scars are fading So my scars are fading I should be feeling happy, But honestly I am feeling pretty crappy. I look down at my arms full of different stages of healing, They remind me that at times I lose all feeling. Some are white there quite old, That is the best they are going to get so I’m told. Then there is some purple and some red, Thoughts start [...]
