So long story short going to college and I’ve struggled with anorexia since 8th grade. It got bad freshman year and senior year of high school where i restricted a lot and lost a lot of weight. I’m going to college and am terrified like I’m beyond scarred. In my head i know I’m gonna relapse, but i kinda don’t wanna be the freaky kid you know? I have a huge fear of cafeterias (like deathly afraid like i haven’t been in one since the beginning of freshman year) and there is only one place to go on campus. I know my anxiety builds during school because I’m super competitive with my grades. I also get super anxious with “shopping for food” or eating out. Basically what can i do?