I am totally freaking out! Today one of my closest friends caught me purging. To make matters worse, he also managed to see a lot of my cuts on myarms (I pulled my sleeve up to purge…stupid on my part). After he caught me, he kind of just walked away and I’ve avoided him since. Oh my goodness what am I going to do? I can’t talk my way out of this…what can I possibly say that could justify this to him? And what if he doesn’t even want to talk to me? What if I pushed him away? He is literally one of the only people I have left that cares about me. What if he thinks I’m crazy?I never thought about what I would do in this situation; no one close to me knows about the purging or the cutting. What if he tells my parents? I hate not having control over who knows and who doesn’t know about this…it’s sending my anxieties though the roof. I tried so hard to make sure this never happened…I feel like such a failure. Is there anything I can do to fix this?