Author archives: sorryicantbeperfect

Preparation for Leaving Home

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So I haven’t posted in awhile… almost 6 months! Most of you probably have never even read any of my posts (haha). I guess I will just introduce myself a little before I get into th[...]

It's not about the food...

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Dearest Kati, This question was too long for twitter haha. How can I get someone to understand that my ED isn’t about food? That is something that most people would fi[...]

Learning to value myself

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So I haven’t posted on here in awhile, but I needed an unlimited number of characters to accurately convey my thoughts (so DMing on twitter wouldn’t have been an efficient choice h[...]

Scared to go Back to School

So as you can probably tell by the title, I am freaking out about going back to school. I have a week left until classes start again (I know, it's very late to be starting), yet th[...]

Trying to Find Happiness Apart from my ED

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Kati had advised me to make a list of non-ED related things that make me happy, so I figured that I should at least try it if she is going to be so nice and take the time to help m[...]

Struggling with Criticism

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Dear Kati (do I have to start a "dear Kati" post with this?), I leek like everyone expects me to be perfect all of the time. So many people are always criticizing me and it has [...]

anxious about eating with strangers

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Tomorrow I have to meet someone new over lunch, and I've literally spent this entire day trying to calm my anxieties about the event. I hate eating infront of people, especially pe[...]

Journaling help

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Dear Kati, Sorry for posting two posts in one night; I don't want to clutter up the website. However, the two topics I am thinking about are not really related, so it only made [...]

Revisiting the topic of ED porn

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Sometimes when I'm failing to fall asleep, I occupy myself by revisiting some of Kati's old videos. I always get something different out of them each time I watch them; I think it [...]

Reflecting and Family

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So I decided to reflect on some ED/ Body Image related things... First I tried to think back to a time where I wasn't concerned about my weight and body, but I couldn't remember an[...]